as most of you know, im a sucker for reality tv. if you didnt know before, i am. and im not ashamed. well maybe a little. so last nite tara and i watched 'the swan'. i was a virgin to the swan before this. this is probably the only time youll ever hear me say id rather have stayed a virgin. however, it brings me to the topic of plastic surgery. now, im all about being natural and ugly if thats the case. im also one for self improvement. so yea, i want breast implants. will i ever get them? if i can afford to without effecting the necessities for my family... hell yes. and while im at it, i would get a few other adjustments; the tummy and the teeth mainly. i would however, not get my face done. id rather be naturally ugly than plastically horrid like they turn out looking. theres some dignity in aging gracefully. it appears people have traded values for ratings.

now. temporary solutions. ok, more like temporary lapses in judgement. lets get down to the real issues at hand. ill even go slow here, take baby steps. kates hair is long. kate never does anything with it. kate chops it. kate is sad, so very very sad. kates sister is gonna put extentions in. like everything else fun in her life, it never happens. soooooo. now, do i chop my hair again or let it grow out? i hate this in between shit. id prefer it long, but have no patience for that. also, i havent had bangs since i was like 4. suddenly i long for them. sounds foolish im sure, but i feel like im missing out on some cool club by not having any. so for the sake of changing shit up a bit, im going to let you all decide. choose well, cause i do know where some of you live...

(also, please slap me continuously if i ever write in 3rd person again)