3.03.2004
so i get an email today. she is coming home this weekend.
its been nearly a year and a half now. so much has changed. i have changed. she has changed. she was my everything since grade school. i miss her terribly. everyday. she once told me 'friendships shouldnt take this much work.' she was right. we absolutely exhausted each other.
and for once, i have nothing to say.
actually, i have so much to say, but it still could never be enough.
as little girls we used to talk about growing up. how we would be that close forever. that nothing could ever be big enough to split us. i suppose this weekend will determine how much we really knew as kids. see if we can get past the ugly that has become our relationship.
god i hope so.
its been nearly a year and a half now. so much has changed. i have changed. she has changed. she was my everything since grade school. i miss her terribly. everyday. she once told me 'friendships shouldnt take this much work.' she was right. we absolutely exhausted each other.
and for once, i have nothing to say.
actually, i have so much to say, but it still could never be enough.
as little girls we used to talk about growing up. how we would be that close forever. that nothing could ever be big enough to split us. i suppose this weekend will determine how much we really knew as kids. see if we can get past the ugly that has become our relationship.
god i hope so.
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